Lost & memories خاطرتين من المهندي

[المهندي]

(LOST)
Sometimes.... I feel like I am lost
I don't know where to start ... where to end ... or how
no words left to say ... no emotion left to feel
I am trying to run away ... far away
hoping to find a better day
I asked my self... why am I lost??
I found that you were the reason ... the one that I loved before
the one who used to lead me with her bright light
the one that changed my world ... but
when you went away ... you tore my heart
you extinguished the fire from my soul ... my life turned into painful memories
living them ... and still are living.... with tears
I can't feel at home.... cause YOU were my home


(MEMORIES)
every time ... I go back into my memories ...
the old and the best moments that I ever spent with you ...
I cry .... too much of tears that I can't hold ... I remembered those days
when we were happy ... nothing we have to care about ... only
about our selves and our truly love .... it wasn't a dream ... it was so real ...
many days.... holding each other ... loving each other ... promising each other ... to keep our love forever.... I used to turn to you ... whenever
I lose my heart ... I find it in your hands ... in your smile ... in your words
but ...... all that ...... stopped ...... finished ....... like it wasn't real ...
why ?? why did you leave me alone?? you know how much I get hurt when I be alone ... how can I live without your smile ?? how can I find my way back in life ..... without you ?? you were everything to me .... I forgot the real taste of life after you passed away.... how come you leave me behind??
don't you know that I miss you ?? don't you know that I need you know more than ever ??
my life has ended since you left ...
you were someone very special .... I even every where I go ... I found you....
I see your smile in the sun....
I hear you laugh in the wind ...
I read your words in the moon ...
I feel your arms in the night ...
everywhere I got I see you.... I feel you.... I miss you ...
I didn't realize..... that it might happened ..... the day that you pass away
it was too hard ... to tough ...
I wish I can go back in time ...
I wish I can hold your arms again ...
i wish I can hear you again ... with my heart and my soul ...
I'll love to the end ......
I wish I can go back
but ..... it's only memories.....


Written by: Khalid ........... B7R Al Shoog

و إن شاء الله تعجبكم هالخاطرتين و هي اصلا تجربتين مريت فيهم و اعذروني على إنقطاعي كم يوم بس شوية ظروف و هالجامعه التعيسه إللي انا فيها :s25:

و تقبلوا أخلص تحياتي و اشواقي

المهندي

[Ahmad]

I wish I can go back in time ...
I wish I can hold your arms again ...
i wish I can hear you again ... with my heart and my soul ...
I'll love to the end ......
I wish I can go back
but ..... it's only memories.....

U r amazing Khalid. Both r great. I really can not decide which one of them is nice more

U really know how to express ur feelings and my feelings at the same time.

Although we do not know each other, but it seems right what u said, our thoughts met in another world.

every word, every sentence u wrote is really written for me.

I can't feel at home.... cause YOU were my home

i really do not know how to thank u.

I am waiting for the rest. plz do not be late.

[مريم]

لا حول ولا قوة الا بالله

زين جذيه كسرت طوفة المنتدى ؟ مايطقون راسهم ما يطقون :s18:

another perfect poem
i am so glad for having you here
and go on

تحياتي لك ابن عمووو
:8888:

[المهندي]

ثانكس احمد و مريم
يا بنت عمووو شاسوي بعد ... الدكاترة ماخلوا فيني حال يبطوووووون الجبد خليني ابرد حرتي :s29:
جانزين لو ارقعه على راس إللي فبالي :s7:خخخخخخخخخخخخخ

و مشكوووووورين حبايبي ... الصراحه انا الفخور إنه في ناس مثلكم و شرواكم يقرون كتاباتي البسيطة

و تقبلوا اخلص تحياتي و اشواقي

المهندي
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