خاطرة اخرى من المهندي ... Thoughts

[المهندي]

{T h o u g h t s}

Life is a tough place to live in now
Pain became the why of living it

Love is a flower of hearts
A soft breeze through the nights
A shining star in the middle of the skies
The sun of days
Why do we love?? Why do we hate??
Is this the way of human nature??
Or it’s just a game that we play to waste our time??

Days are passing by
People are changing … with days
Changing brings a lot of surprises
Surprises might hurt
But sometimes … it might change others life
Maybe forever

Is running away … the way of solving problems??
Or it’s an escape of our reality??
The reality that we can’t face it day by day
Why do we fear??
Why do we have to hide behind the shadows??
Until we become dolls of shadows
We can’t believe in our reality
Because it’s too hard
Too strange
Too hurt
How long do we have to move in shadows??
When will we see the light again??
Our questions have to be answered, but
When?? How??

Mother … I need you … I really need you …
I love you … I feel you every moment …
You are the only one who cares about me …
The only one who really understands every thing I do …
Everything I feel … everything I need …
You know my words before I say …
You know my moves before I do …
What you did for me, and what you are doing and what you will do …
I won’t forget that … you are my only heart …
My only love … my only hands that I used to cry on …
I love you mother …
You are the only woman that I adore …

Father … I feel like I am lost without you …
You are my guide through my life …
You are my light …
I won’t be able to find my way without you …
I feel so happy to be with you …
So comfortable to know you …
I missed you … and now I need you …
Not just now … even in the future …
And through all of my life …
You are something in my dairy …
You always something …

My sisters … you are just like two stars
Shining in my dark skies …
My two little angels ... I love you too much
Both of you make me feel something else
When I be near of you ...
Something so beautiful … so comfortable …
So real ... we laugh ... we cry ... always together…
Never been apart …
I miss you girls …
I need to hear you again …
I need to see your smiles …
Your voices …
I’ll be waiting for you … all life long …
And … I’ll be here … whenever you need me …
I’m for you …

Friends … I feel the real joy of life when I am with you …
All of you …
I won’t forget what you did to me … all the way long …
I won’t forget you …
I need you so much … you are my eyes to the world …
You always keep my head up …
And you always keep telling me never give up …
You always forgive me when I do something wrong …
Your truly kindness has no limits …
Nobody takes my hands and raises me up when I fall …
Except you … I always find you when I need you …
Smiling in front of me …
Drawing the way of happiness that I couldn’t find without you …
I love you all … with all of my heart and soul …
Be together … never forget me …

My love … you were something different in my life …
Something so emotional … so sweet …
I lived my moments with you in a true happiness …
I’ve never felt something like it before …
You lived my heart … you joined my soul …
You took my body from me …
I gave my life to you as a gift … and my heart as a rose …
Beating by your love …
Together … we built our dreams … our life …
Our moments … with love … and … faith
We believed in each other … we promised each other …
That we will be together … forever …
We cried together … we laughed together …
Never been away from each other …
You are the only one who said to me … the most beautiful word
Ever been said … you said to me … I LOVE YOU …
You knew somehow … that I really need this word … specially that time …
We believed that our fate is to be for each other …
Until the time comes …
When I have to say goodbye …
Our little dreams vanished … our love turned into a dust of memories …
Why do we have to break up??
Why do we have to end our truly love??
Is it our fate’s judgment on our little hearts??
I spent my nights crying tears of pain …
All what I see … all what I feel … all what I care about …
Is you … and only you …
I’ll spend my life in a dark loneliness …again …
Maybe … you will find a better life out there …
Maybe … you will fine someone who really cares about you …
And you really did … I’m really happy … because you are happy …
You will forget me someday, but I won’t …
I’ll keep my faith to you … even if there is no way to get you …
I love you … S …

Me … what about me??
Pain is my name …
Suffering is the way of living my life …
Sadness is my shadow …
The shadow of darkness and loneliness …
But … one day … I’ll fine the bright side …
And I’ll rise again … as I was …
My heart still beating … that means … I’m still living …
As long as life is going on … there must be hope …
Somewhere … out there …
I wish that …

This … is … my … story …
My … past …
My … future …
My … presents …

At last … Thank God … for everything …



Written By: Khalid … B7R Al Shoog

[Ahmad]

very long one, too many thoughts, with a suitable end, Thanx God for everything

u lost something, ur love, but u have other precious things, ur family and ur friends, try to keep them in ur hand always, try to keep their happeniess is ur goal in this tough life.

Life is a tough place to live in now, pain became the way of living it ............. This is completely true

what ever u wrote touched me, as u r talking about me

i really do not know how to thank u, u r just expressing my feelings.
:s15:

i am waiting for the rest

[مريم]

ماعرف شقولك اخوي المهندي ..

اولا احييك على اسلوبك باللغه واتقانك لها ..
والخاطره .. جدا رائعه وحزينه بنفس الوقت ..

وانا اوافق اخوي احمد يوم يقولك صحيح انك فقدت الحب لكن بقت اشياء اهم ..

تسلم لنا يالطيب ..
واتمنى لك التوفيق ..

[المهندي]

I don't know what to say ... all what I can say is ... that you were right my friends
there's still some other important things in life
there's still a chance to live my life in a happy why

well my friends thanx for everything

and keep on touch

المهندي
بحر الشوق

[مريم]

يا عيني على الانجليزي :8888:


قمت اتذكر نفسي مثل انتصار الشراح يوم تقول حق امها آي آي آي إييييييييه :s33:
صراحه احييكم على طلاقتكم باللغه ..

[Ahmad]

wish u have that chance and live ur life in a happy way

what do u say about someone who lost hope in living?????????

Thanx Khalid

Thanx Maryam

[مريم]

what do u say about someone who lost hope in living?????????

بدينا بالتشاؤم واليأس والحجات اللي تكدر الخاطر ..
في hope ليش مافي .. try and u'll find one ..

u r never alone
just reach into ur heart
and allah is always there

[الغااااالية]

:s21:


me..what about me??
Pain is my name …
Suffering is the way of living my life …
Sadness is my shadow …
The shadow of darkness and loneliness …
But … one day … I’ll fine the bright side …
And I’ll rise again … as I was …
My heart still beating … that means … I’m still living …
As long as life is going on … there must be hope …
Somewhere … out there …



*****

:s18:

don't be sad

i wish with hope your life will start
with wormest feeling
in your heart
feeling that bring joy your way
and hope ..that as the hours pass
you find your happiness can last
so even when the day is through
these lovely wishes stay with you


*****

ويعطيك الف عااافيه أخوي

المهندي على هالأسلوب الرائع


والتوفيق من الله...

[Ahmad]

God is always there

U r right Maryam, thank u

[المهندي]

hiiiiiiiiiii :) WoW where did all these replies come from ????
i wasn't expecting all these
well maryam and ahmed
I guess that i opened a new door for express our feeling in

my friend ahmed don't lose hope in this longless life
believe in your god and in your family as they were your true way of happiness
if you lost a love once i lost it twice
but i'm still catching up with others
I'll never be behind the walls or in the shadow of my memories
coz I have a life to live
and you ( bent 3mooo ) you are sooo funny
you always make the big things small , coz you don't want others to feel sad , and that what i like in you aand some other stuff :(
you'r right ( bent 3moo ) there still a god out there and he always will be there for people who lost their ways

thanx aloooot يالغالية and keep in touch

و تقبلوا اخلص تحياتي و اشواقي
المهندي
بحر الشوق

[Ahmad]

Thanx Khalid for every word u said

i do not wanna turn this into a chat space (Maryam is gonna kill us), but i wanna say that it is not love that i lost.

sorry coz u lost ur love twice, I really admire ur optimism.

:s19:

[مريم]

الحمدلله الكل وافقني ..

:8888:


sometimes..
when the world's not on ur side u don't know where to run to..

u don't know where to hide..

u gaze at the stars in the sky..
at the mountains so high..
through the tears in ur eyes..
looking for a reason to replace what is gone ..
just remember .. that u r never alone ..
just reach into ur heart and allah is always there
.. through sorrow and through grief..
through happiness and peace
.. u r never alone ..

تفضلوا ..

http://www.b4death.com/web/never.htm

[Ahmad]

Thank u Maryam

:8888:

[مريم]

حاضرين

:s19:

[المهندي]

Yeah thanx alot ... It means so much to me what you choosed and what you said
it's hard to find a friend these days who keeps you in the right road
or a friend who catch you when you fall
anyway
thanx god and thanx bint 3moo

yours'